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#26: From Crisis to Meaning with Shinzen Young

Welcome to our season one finale! On this episode, we talk to Shinzen Young about mindfulness within the context of the modern meaning crisis. Shinzen is a renowned meditation teacher and neuroscience research consultant. We met with him in Toronto after he had just finished leading a meditation retreat. Shinzen first became fascinated with Asian culture as a Jewish teenager growing up in Los Angeles in the 1950s. As he likes to describe himself: 

“I’m a Jewish-American Buddhist teacher who got turned on to comparative mysticism by an Irish-Catholic priest and who has developed a Burmese-Japanese fusion practice inspired by the spirit of quantified science.” 

We discuss happiness, enlightenment and his current new project which involves using brain stimulating technology that may dramatically accelerate meditation gains. He is the author of The Science of Enlightenment: How Meditation Works

Highlights:

  • Why is Mindfulness everywhere?
  • Meditation to Optimize Happiness
  • Co-evolution of Science and Mindfulness

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Full Transcript

Thal:

Welcome Shinzen to the show.

Shinzen Young:

Thank you.

Thal:

Thank you for agreeing to come on. Thank you.

Adrian:

I think a neat place to begin this conversation is to ask how you see your role as a meditation teacher within, what we’re calling the meaning crisis, within the context of the modern meaning crisis. How do you see your role and how that relates to the bigger scale problem that we are, you know, sort of experiencing as a collective.

Shinzen Young:

So I like to answer questions by first asking a bunch of questions and I appear on, you know, a number of podcasts and usually they have a direction or an interest. And so by finding out how the person that’s interviewing me sees the theme, the broad theme of the podcast, I apply my dimensional analytic skills to getting an idea of what they’re talking about and then I can relate it to my areas. So I’ll begin by asking you folks a question. There’s three words: modern, was it meaning?

Thal:

Meaning

Shinzen Young:

And crisis. I’m interested in how you think of what those words mean. Um, when does modern start? What is a crisis in meaning? Uh, so I’ll let you folks talk first.

Thal:

Wow.

Adrian:

Yeah, no, that’s… Yeah, I love it.

Thal:

Yeah, sure. I’m, the way I see it is, um, sort of maybe the breakdown of the old way of seeing things, thinking about the world. Old paradigms. Um, it’s very hard. It’s not that black and white, it’s not really breaking down, but there’s this energetic shift that’s happening where just the old way of doing things is no longer working. And so we’re seeing that institutions, religion, politics, it’s just no longer working, the old way of doing things. And so then all these questions are coming up and they’re, um, along with those questions, there’s this anxiety around what’s going to happen and um, and sort of being lost in a way and grasping for meaning and a worldview.

Shinzen Young:

And would this be among the younger people? A certain generation? Do you have an age demographic that tends to listen to your podcast? And be in the meaning crisis?

Adrian:

I would say yeah, to a degree. It’s relating to a generation that we belong to. Sort of that millennial generation that I would consider myself part of.

Shinzen Young:

That would be called millennials part of, yeah. How old do you have to be? What’s the range of millennials?

Adrian:

I don’t know what the hard cutoff is. I mean, I was born in the mid eighties.

Thal:

I was born in ’82. I think. I think I’m like the older side of the spectrum.

Shinzen Young:

Well, I was born a long time before that. So, I actually belong to, um, some would say Boomer, but I’m at the very earliest part of the boomer. Boomer was supposed, I believe is taken to be post World War Two when the Vets came back. But I was born while my father was off fighting the Japanese in the Pacific. I was born during World War II. Um, as I, you know, that’s, that’s a long time before Boomer. Uh, okay..

Adrian:

For me, the meaning crisis at an individual, personal level was when I, towards the mid twenties was when I started really recognizing just a lack of fulfillment in my life. You know, having success from a career perspective, but just not feeling like this is what I’m supposed to be doing. I’m not fulfilled. I don’t feel, I don’t feel happy. I, you know, and the chasing doesn’t seem to be filling that, that experience that I was expecting…

Shinzen Young:

So that’s fulfillment.

Adrian:

To me it is, yeah.

Shinzen Young:

So what I’ve got so far is old things, the old ways of working. Um, and there’s rapid change. And there’s fear and a sense of unfulfillment. So yes. And maybe particularly for the millennial type, but of course it’s a Zeitgeist or spirit of the time kind of thing that would apply to any age demographic. Yeah. Well there’s a lot of relevance. Um, so you described me as a mindfulness teacher, which is an accurate description. Although the fuller description I would say is that I am a teacher of, but also a researcher in the field of what I would call Modern Mindfulness. So I’m all about dimensional analysis and careful use of words. Um, I think you guys speak Chinese, right?

Adrian:

Cantonese.

Shinzen Young:

Not so good.. [chuckle] in Cantonese. But Confucius said this idea of “Cheng-ming”, which is translated rectified names, I’m sure it’ll be pretty similar in Cantonese. So that was an early influence. It’s like, “oh yeah, it’s important to be careful about how we say things”. So I’m all about careful definitions and axial, you know, dimensional analysis of phenomena. So for me, Modern Mindfulness is a set term. I define it in a certain way. Obviously other people may use “mindfulness” or other related words in different ways. But for me, Modern Mindfulness is what some people call “secular mindfulness” or some people call “mainstream mindfulness”. But I don’t like either of those words for various reasons, but we need a name for it. And what the “it” is, is a contemplative practice co-evolving with science. So the reason that mindfulness is found all over the world now within the therapy setting, within the corporate setting, within the medical setting, even within the military. The US trains mindfulness. When Jon Kabat-Zinn and Saki Santorelli, who are sort of the heads of the MBSR approach, when they went to Beijing, there were members of the PLA, the Chinese national army there. And Saki told me that he thought the reason that they were there taking the seminar on MBSR was that they knew that the US military was using it. And I don’t know if that’s really true or not, but I think if you pardon my French, is pretty fucking amazing right?

Adrian:

Competitive advantage.

Shinzen Young:

I mean, are we gonna have um… Yeah, I don’t mind a Mindfulness Arms Race! Okay. That’s like a cold, that’s a Cold Peace as opposed to a Hot War. [Chuckling] Uh, but anyway, why is this everywhere? Okay. How did this happen? Well, Jon was able, Jon Kabat Zinn, spelled J-O-N, was able to put this South-east Asian Buddhist practice within the framework of clinical science. And okay. You know, you have pain, we give you these techniques. It may not make the pain go away, but youy perceived suffering goes way down. And we can use different psychometrics to make that a credible claim. So modern he linked it with science. Jon was originally a molecular biologist, which is pretty hard-nose quantitative science, but he was also a long time practitioner. So doctors started to send chronic pain patients to him because that’s a huge problem in clinical medicine. It’s an intractable problem, really. I mean everyone talks about this opioid epidemic or whatever, but I mean it has various causes, but one of them is, you know, these painkillers have these bad effects. So in any event, he got results and then it took off. So if we generalize what… MBSR stands for mindfulness based stress reduction. So if we sort of generalize what he did, um, which would have come online just about the time you folks were getting born. I would say he did two things. He abstracted the attentional skill training from the cultural doctrinal, religious, philosophical matrix of Asia. So that you didn’t have to believe in reincarnation or whatever, uh, you know, in order to do these practices. And then what he also did is he validated it by the standard cannons that are used in medicine. And it worked. It performed. It outperformed. So to me, what that represents is taking the spirit of science and modifying, in this case an essentially South-east Asian contemplative practice, um, making something that’s culturally universal and logic and evidence-based. But we can generalize that further because South-east Asian Buddhist practice is a proper subset of World Buddhist practice, but World Buddhist practice, in other words, quote “Buddhist Meditation” is a proper subset of world contemplative practice. As you folks know. There’s Christian, you have a Sufi path you have a Muslim name. So I’m guessing Muslim. Yeah, there’s contemplative tradition in Islam and Judaism, Christianity. So I’d like to take an even larger view. I talk of contemplative practice worldwide. So if we take contemplative practice, we can improve it by bringing in the spirit of science. But it works the other way. The science is… yes, it’s a cultural meme, but it’s also a human experience. It’s the experience of doing science. Whether it’s high school science or whether it’s professional level you’re shooting for a Nobel prize science. There is the doing of science, which is a human experience and experience of thought and emotion. And if the scientists take on a contemplative practice, they will be much happier human beings and therefore much more effective scientists. Um, so we can imagine a positive feedback loop moving forward in time.

All we need to do is somehow get past the next century or so, I would say without a catastrophic collapse of civilization, if we could somehow squeak through. I would expect that as contemplative practice becomes improved through interaction with science and as the scientists become improved through taking on contemplative practice, which then allows them to do better science, et Cetera, that a positive feedback loop could develop where they co-evolve. It’s a notion of course, from evolutionary biology. Sometimes species co-evolve. Sometimes they co-evolve to fight each other, but sometimes they co-evolve to cooperate with each other. And I see that as a viable possibility. Now, the reason that Buddhism sort of plays a big role is that of all the contemplative traditions of the world, or of all of the religions of the world, contemplative practice is most central in Buddhism. It’s what it’s all about really. Secondly, in the Buddhist tradition, there’s been very systematic and comprehensive analysis of what meditation practice is. It’s already proto-scientific in the way that it has been described historically. So there is a reason why Buddhism is central to this, but I see it as really a broader thing. But if we think of Buddhism or meditation practice as done in Asia, to me that represents the pinnacle of Asian civilization. It’s what Asia did better than anyone. And therefore the whole world should pay attention to that in a little bit of a special way because they did it right. They did it proto-scientifically, actually. Um, so if we wanted to somehow say, well, modern science is sort of a European thing. I mean, before the renaissance, other parts of the world, including the Islamic world actually was the center of science, but in the modern period, it’s been the west that took off. So my thing was, well, what might happen if the best of the East and the best of the West cross-fertilized? There would be some hybrid vitality. Some “wunderkind”, some wonder child perhaps born from that. So to get back to how I think about myself, so I’m essentially a researcher in Modern Mindfulness. So you need to know about two things. Since it’s these two worlds. You have to have an experiential background in contemplative practice. And you have to have scientific chops. You have to be good at math and a bunch of other things that make you a good scientist. So I decided to devote my life to developing those two directions within one person so that I could be in an ideal position to help the modern mindfulness movement. So I would say that’s how I think about myself.

So you’re asking a teacher and a researcher of Modern Mindfulness what about this rapid cultural change? What about the fear of the future? What about the sense that the old things aren’t working? Uh, what about this pervasive unfulfillment? And yeah. Hell yeah!

Thal:

[Laughing]

Shinzen Young:

A modern mindfulness researcher would have a lot to say about that. Actually it’s pretty much just a couple of things that cover all of the above actually. Um, if I had to pick, of the different things, if I had to pick the first dimension that I would respond to in terms of how you define the modern existential crisis, I would say unfulfillment or not broadly, deeply and intensely happy. A lack of being broadly, deeply and intensely happy might sum it all up. In the sense that fear is a form of being unhappy. It’s an uncomfortable inner state. So it’s a form of suffering. And certainly part of happiness is reducing suffering. The sense of the difficulty managing change and particularly unpredictable change. Um, well that’s actually a form of suffering also. Um, so really that managing change is part of being happy. So I still put it under the rubric of Happy. It’s interesting when you said the first thing that Thal said was the old ways aren’t working anymore. So, you know, the first thing that came to my mind is “the old ways never worked”. That was the first sentence that came up in talk space. The old ways never worked. Ever, actually. East, west, ancient, modern, they sort of worked. And sort of worked is okay, but I think we can do a lot better in the modern era, the information era. I don’t want to say things that might offend people, but I seem to end up doing it anyway.

Adrian:

Do it anyway.

Thal:

Please, go ahead.

Shinzen Young:

A lot of the old ways, not all, but at least the old ways in terms of post Neolithic humans, maybe Paleolithic or whatever proceeded that. That may be a different conversation, but, and this isn’t all of the old ways, but a lot of the old ways were ways of being happy. So they sort of worked. I mean they sort of make you happy. Um, you’ll notice I mentioned three dimensions of happiness, for an individual. How broadly happy they are, how deeply happy they are and how intensely happy they are. There could be a fourth dimension, which is the scope of happiness. How many individuals are to what degree broad, deep and intensely happy? And that would be of course a universal metric for happiness on this planet. Without loss of generality. Well, actually maybe with some loss of generality. So we’re going to just limit the conversation to human happiness. Happiness of nonhuman species is important, but that’s complicated to say nothing of speculations about other types of sentient beings in the Verse, the multiverse, whatever, however big this thing really is, which is I’m guessing probably much bigger than we can currently imagine. But in any event that’s speculative. So just limiting to humans on this planet. Basically we’ve got four dimensions to happiness. And so I warned you I have this dimensional way of thinking about things. By the way, that’s an example of what happens when you’re thinking process is profoundly informed by the spirit of science. That’s one of the skills you learn as a scientist is how to look at a complex phenomenon. And diagonalime the Matrix, find the eigenvalues, find the basic atoms, components, primes, canonical dimensions, whatever you want. These all mean the same thing essentially in science. Well prime is in number theory, but it’s analogous. So in any event, the goal is to optimize happiness. And I would claim that Modern Mindfulness as I describe it, is key to optimizing happiness. So that means the greatest number of people with the greatest intensity, breadth and depth of happiness, that’s what we want. So I mentioned that “Cheng-ming”, I try to be very precise about names. So I have a Periodic Table of Happiness Elements. You can find it on the Internet, although I revise it from time to time. It’s not as big as a periodic table of chemical elements, but it is actually amazingly similar in some ways. So one dimension I call how broad your happiness is. And there’s five sort of basic columns and then there’s four rows and they measure what I call depth of happiness. But as with any technical term, you shouldn’t associate breadth, depth, intensity with what they may mean elsewhere. They have to be defined, you know, within the particular scientific theory.

Adrian:

Contextual.

Shinzen Young:

So easiest to understand how broad your happiness is by specific example. So my sort of five pillars of heaven are “relief from suffering”, “increase in fulfillment”, um “understanding yourself at all levels” and we’ll get into the levels in a minute. “Mastering behavior, mastering actions” that could be sort of performance skills. But in the Buddhist tradition, they have an interesting thing. They use the word “skill” to refer to a one’s character. You have skillful character skills, or you have a skillful character, unskillful character. It’s what other traditions would call good and bad. A good actions, bad actions. But another way to think of it is skillful unskillful. It’s ort of the same thing. So I riff on the Buddhist ambiguity of skill to include both things like academic skills, performance skills, artistic skills. Um, those are forms of mastery of action. And there are how you, there’s how you carry yourself in the world. What kind of person you are in your interpersonal interactions. Were you an admirable person by your own cannons or the canons of the culture that you identify with. So all of those are mastery of object of actions. You’ll notice that the first three pillars sort of represent experience, right? Uh, experiencing physical, mental, emotional pain with less suffering. Experiencing physical, mental, emotional pleasure with more fulfillment. Um, understanding yourself at all levels from the biographical to the transpersonal. These are all sort of might be described as on the sensory side of experience. But I believe that how we act in the world is also a valid dimension of happiness. I have a lot of backup on that starting with Aristotle and actually most of the religions of the world. So acting skillfully or mastery of action, that’s dimension number or that’s column number four. Column number five is “service”. Maybe not everyone thinks of that first. Uh, you know, if you’re in chronic pain, all you think about is the first aspect of happiness. It’s all you care about. That’s why people get, have problems with drugs. Problems with drugs are action in the world. Now that’s mastery of behavior. So in any event, um, service, if you’re in chronic pain, being of service to others may not be the first thing that jumps up unless you’re really an extraordinary person. And every once in a while you get that. Someone that you know, that’s how they cope with it. But as people mature, they will come to see that it’s quite natural for a human being to derive immense happiness from serving others, in various ways. I would want for myself and for anyone else that we can check off all those columns that we couldn’t give them a way of reducing suffering, elevating fulfillment, understanding themselves at all levels, and making positive behavior changes. And ultimately a happiness based on a larger identity that one serves. So that’s the dimension of how broad, it’s a kind of qualitative dimension in a sense. Um, and I believe a complete positive psychology needs to take into account all those aspects. What I call level is not what you might think. It’s not how strong. It is how obvious a certain form of happiness is. The most obvious form of relief from suffering it is get rid of the condition that’s causing the suffering. But what if you can’t do that? Well, maybe I can cover over the symptoms somehow. So without loss of generality, uh, if I have pain, it’s caused by a disease, well, cure my disease. Good. We’ve taken care of the situation. Oh, you can’t cure my disease. Okay, well then give me palliative care that covers it over. Good. Now, no problem. Still still have the object of condition, but my perception of uncomfortable body-mind experience has been removed. Oh, the drugs cause addiction and eventually don’t work. Doc, what can you do for me? I’m afraid what they’re going to say is learn to live with it. Which may not be a very satisfying answer. Try not to get addicted and learn to live with it. Um, there are deeper levels of relief that are not obvious to people and entail mindful awareness skills. You have to have mindful awareness skills to get those less obvious forms of relief.

Analogously, there are less obvious forms of fulfillment, less obvious forms of self knowledge, uh, less obvious forms of service, et cetera, et cetera. So the deepest part of my grid is the least obvious. Those also happen to be the ones for which mindfulness skills are critical. Can’t get them without mindfulness skills. And they also are the ones that work when nothing else works. It’s the heavy guns. So how intense a person’s happiness is, well if you imagine this sort of two dimensional grid, then each box, you know, as a certain height, creating a three dimension, uh, sort of a two dimensional, um, profile. Right? How happy am I? How intense is my happiness? Oh, I should back up just to make it tangible with what I mean. The deepest level of relief is the ability to escape into the pain, be it physical, emotional, mental, or all three at once. The ability to escape into it is the ability to experience it with perfect concentration, clarity, and equanimity. And we can train you to that ability. By you, I mean anyone who’s willing to put in the time and energy. We can train you to a level where, even if the discomfort is very intense, the suffering is manageable. So it’s not obvious to the general public that that’s a viable option. But Modern Mindfulness says absolutely. And it’s just a click away. Well, maybe I’m not in pain, but I’m not deeply fulfilled. Well, the obvious, uh, if I want more fulfillment, what’s the obvious? Well, more wealth, more power, reputation, sexual prowess, just you name it. Something in the object of world, um, status, the mate and rate. Now that’s a legitimate dimension of happiness. There’s nothing in my value system that says it’s wrong to passionately pursue success in the world. So these are obvious. Of course what happens? I see this all the time because being in the science field, we interact with wealthy people of the Silicon Valley ilk. And the reason they’re interested in people like me is they’re millionaires, sometimes billionaires, and it really didn’t make them that much happier. And it’s like what’s next? So there’s a next! But it’s not obvious. And mindfulness skills to it, concentration, clarity, equanimity, trainable attentional skills, turn out to be key to that deeper aspect of fulfillment. So the normal paradigm is, what I want is intensity, variety, and duration of pleasure that’s going to fulfill me. So actually that’s not entirely incorrect. It’s just not complete. What you really want is to have complete experience of pleasure. Um, I’m going to define complete experience of pleasure to be completely analogous to complete experience of pain. Just a different category of sensory phenomenology. So when you escape into the pleasure, um, you bring so much concentration, clarity and equanimity to it that it provides you with the maximum perception of fulfillment. So I sometimes talk about the Imelda Marcos phenomenon. So she was, uh do you know?

Adrian:

No.

Shinzen Young:

So interesting generation thing. She was the wife of the president of the Philippines who was a dictator that was president for a long time. Marcos. I guess set up after World War 2 by the U S. Anyway, his wife was named Imelda and she became an object of ridicule. It’s really sad, um, because it’s not just her, it’s, it’s everyone. She just was extreme and it got out and, um, therefore it became sort of a thing. But, but she had thousands of pairs of shoes. All of them of the, you know, most expensive worldwide, you know, kind of thing. Um, so if I have some nice thing, uh, maybe I’m a guy, so it’s not going to be the shoes probably, but something I really liked, uh, well let’s just say, an expensive meal. So the tastes are, the actual sensory event is putatively worth a lot of money. How much fulfillment I derive from that intensity, duration and variety of pleasure that is this banquet. How much fulfillment I derive is not just a function of the sensory experience, it’s a function of how completely present I am to that sensory experience. Well, for that you need concentration, clarity, equanimity skills. You have to distinguish things. You have to stay, keep your attention on the tastes and whatever. And you have to not grasp on moment by moment to the pleasure. Because if you grasp on microscopically, you won’t be fully present for the next moment and the next moment and the next moment. So the key to fulfillment, yes, in part it relates to circumstances. Yes, in part it relates to intensity, variety and duration of pleasure. But let’s say that you have very mild pleasures. Um, good news. With mindfulness skills, you can derive enormous fulfillment from that. Bad news, if you conspicuously lacked those skills. If one pair of expensive shoes doesn’t fulfill you. So pleasure times mindfulness. If the mindfulness is zero, fulfillment equals pleasure times mindfulness to a linear approximation. It’s a much more complicated function. No doubt. I don’t want to sound mathematically illiterate. That’s my ego, my pride. To a linear approximation. We could say that fulfillment equals pleasure times mindfulness. Unfortunately, if mindfulness is at zero, that means one pair of expensive shoes gives you zero fulfillment. 10 times zero is still zero. 2,000 times zero is still zero. So there’s a bad news thing and that’s the Imelda Marcos phenomenon, which is no one taught her how to be fulfilled systematically. So for the deeper version of fulfillment, um, mindfulness skills are critical, then there’s understanding yourself. Well what’s the self? There’s the biographical self, there’s the archetypal self. You mentioned some influence of depth psychology? Would that be Freudian and Jungian idea of depth psychology?

Thal:

Mostly Jungian.

Shinzen Young:

Jungian Depth Psychology. Yeah. Okay. So that deals with what I would call the archetypal self.

Thal:

Yes.

Shinzen Young:

Or the collective unconscious. What have you. That’s a deeper level of self than the surface biography self. But I would distinguish two more levels of self understanding that are not obvious, that critically involve mindfulness skills. One is to understand yourself as a sensory system. That’s the path to enlightenment done in Theravada practice, south-east Asian practice Then there’s understanding yourself as a kind of primordial perfection. That would be your “Soulspace” to riff on the name of the podcast. So that would be the deepest level. Now that’s the paradigm for enlightenment that you get in Chan or at least some forms of Chan. Aka Zen, Tzun, Tien, different names in East Asia. Tien is the Vietnamese pronunciation. A lot of that deals with what they call the “huo-xing”, the Buddha-nature, uh, “Gou zi yuo huo xing”. You know, “gou zi” is a dog. “Yuo”, have. “huo xing”, the Buddha nature. “Yo”, or. “Wu”, not have. Would be pretty similar in Cantonese, I’m thinking. That was a famous Koan or a Zen question. Yes or no, dog have Buddha nature? So what did the Buddha nature is the Mahayana formulation for a kind of primordial perfection that is literally our soulspace. That is the deepest and broadest sense of self. So in the Mahayana and extending from that Vajrayana like Tibet, the “mi jiong”, you know, the Esoteric Tantric Buddhism, in those traditions, enlightenment, not always, but often is formulated, not in the sense of something you achieve, but something you notice. That that nature was always there. So that’s your deepest level of understanding. So we, if you untangle yourself as a sensory experience, that leads to a liberated experience of the space of self. It becomes a place to live, not a place where you are imprisoned. So that’s a South-east Asian paradigm. And we could take a Trans-himalayan slash East-Asian paradigm of well. But below that, all along there was never any need to train, um, because of the nature, the deepest sense of self. But the problem is, although there’s no need to train, there’s still a need to train because it’s just an idea until you notice it. The “it” meaning this primordial perfection. So in any event, to summarize, if we think of Modern Mindfulness, so you asked me and I’m a Modern Mindfulness researcher slash teacher. So I guess you call it faculty. I’m part of the Modern Mindfulness faculty. I teach and I do research the research. Yeah. So in any event, um, you, you asked me as a Modern Mindfulness teacher, researcher how would I respond to the crisis of meaning, etc. And then you gave me the meaning of the crisis of meaning for you. So I would summarize it by saying, um, that the old ways sort of work and we don’t even have to get rid of the old ways, but there’s a larger way that either replaces the old ways or is in some sort of detente with the old ways or maybe even a complementarity, depending. So the new way… Well we’ll contrast with the old way. The old way is, here’s a list of beliefs. Here is a list of social customs. Here’s a list and in some cases and amazingly elaborate list of what’s right and wrong. Now keep your nose clean. Follow this list. And depending on the tradition, it will be general guidelines or it could control literally every moment of your life. My background is Jewish.

Thal:

Same.

Shinzen Young:

You’re Islamic, you know.

Thal:

Yeah.

Shinzen Young:

You know what that is. So here’s the rules, here’s the customs, here’s the beliefs, join up and you’ll be happy. And it actually sort of works. Some people are freaked out by fundamentalist religion. I’m not freaked out by it. I think I understand it. To be honest, I may not like it, but I do think I understand it. Um, it sort of works. And it probably works better than the angst of the modern crisis in meaning. Okay. Relative to that, those people are happy, but it’s happiness at a price to be honest. Um, first of all, they’re not as happy as they could be. Secondly, the way they found to be happy in some cases precludes them being happier in a broader way. In some cases, not always, but the worst is, the list of rules don’t agree. The list of customers don’t agree. The list of beliefs don’t agree. So I trot out my Tanakh, the Old Testament, you trot out your Quran. The Mormons trot out the book of Mormon, which is later than both and in their claim. Therefore, the final revelation. [Chuckle] On the other hand Nichiren Shōshū will trot out the Lotus Sutra. And Pure Land Buddhism will translate and we’ll trot out the Maha-Saccaka. What is it called? Maha-Saccaka sutra anyway. It’s not just the Abrahamic religions that have scripturally based fundamentalism. You can find it in certain forms of Buddhism and it pervades Hinduism. Um, anyway, be that as it may, that sort of works. But the biggest problem is, besides the problems I mentioned, is it sometimes doesn’t agree with science and it caught, it causes an us versus them mentality. Um, that then leads to say, jihads what have you. And a lot of other problems. So it’s sorta worked and we have to respect it for working in the way that it works. But to be honest, I see a broader paradigm of happiness that number one, works better, and number two, does not necessarily preclude the old ways. Uh, I have born again, Christians. I certainly have a lot of Catholics. I have practicing Orthodox Jews that come to my retreats. I do retreats in Israel. And we have a lot of orthodox Jews that come. And no one has any problem with anything. Because it’s Modern Mindfulness, it’s not “Stealth Buddhism”. Um, so in any event, if you want to follow the old way’s fine, but if they really don’t work for you, well we’ve got a larger broader paradigm.

So the new paradigm or perhaps the extended paradigm, if we want to include the old ways, uh, it’s so cool because if the old ways really don’t work for you, then okay, well there’s another dimension and it’s consonant with science. In fact, it can coevolve with science. Um, but it doesn’t involve these lists of norms. It has some conceptual baggage, but minimum. The minimum conceptual baggag is there’s an attentional skill, or you could call it a “mind power” if you want. But that’s mind is a very ambiguous word. When I present this stuff in Chinese though, one of the…I see you have my book, the Science of Enlightenment. So we’re translating it into Chinese now. By we, I mean me and a couple people born in China. So it’s a very interesting conversation because how do you say mindfulness in Chinese? Okay. Um, for modern China, right? Uh, anyway, one of the words, we were thinking, one of the terms that we were thinking of using his “Shin Li”, which is like “Shin”, “Sum” luck? I’m guessing Cantonese here, something like that, right?

Adrian:

Yeah.

Shinzen Young:

Like consciousness strength, right? You could think of it that way, but we call them attentional skills. So there are these attentional skills and they are cultivatable. We do ask you to believe that, but that’s not a big stretch because just try and you’ll see you get better and better. And it’s just like any other strength. You do exercise, your muscles get big. You concentrate and your concentration power elevates. So there are these attentional skills: concentration, sensory clarity, equanimity. The’re cultivatable and in fact, eminently cultivatable you can, you can only get maybe twice as strong, I don’t know. But you can get 10 times as mindful. So there are these cultivatable skills and they are relevant to all types and depths of happiness. Everything on my happiness grid is impacted positively. In other words, happiness is optimized at all levels, not just the deepest level, but the mindfulness skills are related to the surface level of happiness. Also because if being a success in the world in some way is on your happiness checklist, we can show you how systematically cultivating and applying mindfulness skills will make it probable that you will be successful. So the main message here is, in a sense what might be called a bigger way to be happy or if the old ways really don’t work for you, then you would think of it as an alternative way to be happy. And what we ask is that you allocate a certain amount of time and energy to developing these attentional skills and that you also apply those skills in daily life to achieving your happiness goals. If a person does that, we can’t guarantee, but we could be like a doctor. We can say, if you establish the structure of practice, retreat, practice life, practice, you get support, you give support those are sort of my four pillars of practice. If you establish that structure in your life, it’s like a health, it’s like a fitness regimen except it’s a psycho-spiritual fitness regimen. But it’s no more demanding than a fitness regimen. That’s why you can be hopeful because there was a time when no one worked out. No one jogged. I remember the transition. I can remember buying my first pair of running shoes because as people say, everyone’s jogging now, what the hell is jogging? Well, you just run. Well, what’s the point? And then well, turns out there’s a big point to it. And no one was doing it, but then people were talking about it and so it’s like, oh, okay. I got some running shoes and I can remember running around the block and getting winded instantly. It’s like, this sucks. I don’t want to do that. But then no, you just keep doing it. You get better at it. And sure enough, in a month I was running a couple miles. Now I was in my twenties. And you can do the math on that one when that would have been, um, so there was a time when no one had systematic fitness training. Now a lot of people do. Um, it’s not unreasonable to think that there’ll be a time in the future when a lot of people have systematic mind strength training or a “mindfulness training”. Uh, so, um, the hopeful news is that if you’re willing to establish a sort of psycho spiritual fitness regimen and I would say that the single most important factor for that is to have a competent personal mindfulness coach.

Um, if you want one, just go to unifiedmindfulness.com. Go to support. Send an email to my main trainer, Julianna Raye, and she’ll get you set up. Um, now of course, that’s not the only game in town. There’s many, many, many mindfulness programs. But as I say, I, one of my great sources of joy is that I can say, if you want to have a personal mindfulness coach, now you may have to pay for that. You pay for a therapist, you pay for a competent workout coach. Now her people do a lot of pro bono work because this isn’t a for-profit industry, but the most important pillar is a competent personal coach. You give them your happiness list. Here’s my checklist. Here’s my sources of suffering. Here’s where I want to be more fulfilled. Do I want to understand myself psychologically? Okay, do I want to go a little, a little deeper? Okay. Um, here are the behavior changes I want, et cetera. You give them your laundry list for happiness. And then they guide you in the process of achieving that goal. Now, just as a personal health regimen, you have to keep it up your whole life. I just came from the gym. I’m 75 years old. I mean my body is very deteriorating, you know, relative to when I was 25 years old. But you keep it up for your whole life as, as best as you can. Now, the thing about physical health though is it deteriorates with time. It’s an up an uphill battle, right? That eventually you lose. You get injured, you get sick, you die. But the psycho spiritual dimension of growth works exactly the opposite. The older you get, and the more feeble your mind and body become, the more powerful your underlying spiritual vitality. Thank God because if it didn’t work that way, I’d be up Shit Creek without a paddle. So the good news is that if you’re willing to do that, and as I mentioned, you know, if I had to say one thing is get a coach because the coach knows the model, knows the turf and if they’ve been, at least, if they’ve been certified by my organization, they’re certified to a certain level. And if they can handle the levels of happiness you want, then they refer you to a coach that can. Let’s say you want classical enlightenment as per the path of purification described in Sri Lanka in the sixth century. It’s like, that’s my happiness. I want stream entry. Well, I’m not saying every, every unified mindfulness coach has the confidence to lead you there, but plenty of them do.

But that’s probably not on your happiness list. It’s probably “I just want to have less mental turmoil and less emotional distress” or “I want to do better in school” or “improve my tennis game”. So that’s where we start. We start there. But the paradigm, the perspective that we give you and the attentional skills that we impart and the focusing strategies that you can apply as you go about daily life. All of that is the same essentially, regardless of what your goals are. So you can, the incredible thing about modern mindfulness is it is a upaya for the modern age. Upaya is a Buddhist concept. How do you reach people? Most people don’t care about enlightenment. Actually, a lot of people may not even care about being a good person.

Thal:

That’s true.

Shinzen Young:

I’ve actually had students that were criminals. Professional criminals. Now I can’t, um, you know, I couldn’t affirm their lifestyle, but I taught them. I will teach them and because I’m setting the stage for possible lifestyle changes, I’m, I’m, I’m fine with that. Um, not everyone even wants to be a good person, but everyone has something they want. And whatever it is, a competent mindfulness coach… we can’t guarantee that they’ll deliver it. But we can say with time, if you keep up the regimen for the duration, it’s likely at some point in your life, likely that in fact, yeah, you’ll sort of get that. But as if that weren’t powerful enough, the same attentional skills and the same focus strategies that you would use to deconstruct your back pain, you can also use that to deconstruct your anxiety or your confusion. And so a Modern Mindfulness teacher is a kind of a device that transforms the world’s small concept of happiness as a goal to this huge concept of happiness. But the same skills and techniques are applied for all types and levels of happiness. So by the aesthetic canons of science, it is an extremely powerful and elegant system.

Adrian:

Shinzen, we’d love to hear some of the latest research that you’re involved in. You mentioned the research side. So how that blends into your current work and also just, I mean it’s the name of your book, the Science of Enlightenment. We want to hear about the path of Enlightenment. Is it for everybody? And how is that connected to the work that you’re currently doing?

Shinzen Young:

Well, enlightenment means different things to different people. I mean, if you just go to Wikipedia disambiguation page, you’ll see how many things have been called enlightenment. I mean, there’s a period in European history that’s called the enlightenment. But this is a different meaning. Um, so if we take enlightenment to mean understanding yourself at the deepest level, then I’m going to say that it’s probably relevant for most people. In the sense that if understanding yourself at all is relevant than understanding yourself at the deepest level would be relevant, I would think as a natural consequence. Because most people want to understand themselves, at least at some level, I’m just extrapolating from that. Then if we take enlightenment to simply mean the deepest level, then that’s relevant to most people because that’s just the next step after the next step of understanding yourself. It’s also relevant because sooner or later everyone dies. And you might die quickly. Like, you know, just die in bed or you know, something, an accident just takes you out. But a lot of people aren’t going to die quickly. They’re gonna go through a dying process and all the structures that they use to cope will eventually be broken down and stripped away by that dying process or at least a lot of them. In other words, a lot of the surface stuff that constitutes our identity, the surface self that’s getting ripped away in the dying process, I mean like hour by hour, day by day, minute by minute. So a lot of people are going to go through that and there’s a natural.. In all the humans that don’t die quickly really quickly. Anyone that dies consciously is going to have to go through all of the surface levels of self being majorly fucked up and stripped away. So if you have some sense of the part of you that is so deep that it is immune to that. If you have some sense of that before the dying process, then your mortality, the mortality of everyone you care about has a different context. Furthermore, of course, once you understand yourself at that level, you’re able to fully participate in life for the first time as nothing blocking. The doingness of the personality, the somethingness of the self is gone. But the underlying doingness, the verb, the dynamics space, that is the soul that is deeper than an individual’s life and death. So if you are able to have that way before you physically die, well, that’s really the deepest and most central dimension of human happiness. So I would say, yeah, it’s relevant and it’s feasible. So it’s important to realize, I repeat, enlightenment is used in different ways by different people. So here what I’m talking about is what in the Southeast Asian tradition is called stream entry. And what in East Asia is called seeing your nature “jian shin”. Could the average householder, average might not be the word, but, uh, generally a householder, someone that has family that had that has a career, job, is it feasible that in their lifetime, that level of enlightenment, uh, could be achieved? Yeah, it’s feasible. But you have to establish and maintain the psycho-spiritual health regimen that I mentioned. See as I mentioned, for physical health. It’s a losing battle. But for psycho spiritual health that older you get that the more experience you have, the closer you get to this liberation. And you can call it liberation or enlightenment. They call it enlightenment because there’s a kind of intuitive understanding that arises. But you can call it liberation because there’s a freedom from the limited identity. So first levels of liberation enlightenment are feasible and relevant for most people, I would say. Now, full enlightenment, full liberation, that’s actually a very different critter. So I expect that a significant proportion of people that participate in my version of this training and keep it up for their whole life will get at least that initial level, but maybe not quickly and maybe not suddenly, but with time, gradually it’s probable. So that gives you a little bit of a reality check. Now, there’s full liberation. That means the full braking of the identity with the mind body process. That is a different critter. So stream entry, it’s all over the place. Uh, you’ve met, all of you have met or interacted with people, whether you knew it or not, that were stream enterers by my criteria in any way. The problem is different teachers have different criteria, right. Arhat, I mean, I spent my life in this field and I lived where it came from. Asia. Yeah. I met a few Asian masters that I think we’re in that ballpark. But that’s in 50 years and it was just a few. If you’re interested, I can give you the names, you can look up. Look them up and so forth. But complete liberation, that’s a whole other thing. But an initial taste that satisfies you for the duration, that’s feasible. Problem is, uh, you remember, I only said it’s probable and I said it might take quite a while. Um, so most people’s experience, initial experience of meditating is “I can’t do this, my mind wanders, I can’t concentrate”. Um, and very quickly they just give it up because there’s not a quick reward, in many cases. So it takes a lot of maturity to stay with it until it all starts to make sense. And you start to get some tangible… I mean, people obviously get some benefits or no one would stay with it. So we were talking about like the opioid epidemic. It’s on my mind because some of our research is probably going to be directed towards that clinical population. We’re at the University of Arizona. But we’re partnering with the major addiction recovery center in the state of Arizona. So it’s on my mind. So, heroin, man, I mean, try it two times…you know, two, three times, I guess you’re hooked, right? That’s instantly addictive. And it changes your whole life for the truly horrible in a truly horrible way. So the idea would be, well, what’s the diametric opposite of that? Something that very quickly gives you fulfillment, independent of conditions. And now, oh, I want more of that, but this isn’t an addiction. This is actually a freedom from addiction. It’s equanimity. It’s a non-grasping around pleasure. So the idea is that if we could enhance the training protocol that currently exists, which is, as I mentioned, retreat practice, life practice, get support, give support. If people want details on that, they can go to my web resources. What I mean by those things.

But if in addition to those components, people often when we start to talk about technology enhanced, whatever, they think, “oh you guys think that you can just zap people into enlightenment?” No… Not exactly. Um, but what we think is it may be possible with technology to enhance the training so that people start to get more dramatic results quicker. A lot quicker so that anyone that has an interest in this tries it a few times and it actually works. It works the way. Maybe not the way it works after 50 years. Because I’ve got 50 years. That’s, that’s a bittersweet experience. The sweet part is this shit works and yeah, everything they said would happen happened. The bitter part is you look out at the world and how many people put in 50 years of that kind of training. So if in five months, five weeks, people could get a taste of what this can really deliver, that would change the course of history precipitously for the better everywhere. Particularly if what I’m describing is folded into standard medicine. So my plot, so to speak, what is a good plot. Okay. in other words is my strategy is, uh, to um, use neuromodulation technology to not zap people into mindfulness but to induce a state of neuroplasticity where in the mindfulness training becomes more efficient and therefore the rewards are more immediate. And then it’s a global viral meme and you get it just because you visited a doctor at a hospital stay. Or you got addicted to opiates and now you’re in a recovery program. But the recovery program after we’ve detoxed you, provides you with a techno boosted mindfulness training regimen and then you maintain that to maintain sobriety. That would be one example. So what we want to do is take all of the, any major area of clinical medicine, create a techno boosted training program. Not, not some zap that we claim is going to take you into some state, but something that creates an environment wherein you can train more effectively. Um, and you get that by contact with medicine. In other words, science. Wherever you are in the world. And since medicine is medicine everywhere, it doesn’t matter whether it’s in the People’s Republic of China or under the Ayatollahs in Tehran, medicine is still medicine. And since these interventions don’t have any religious component to them, there shouldn’t be any pushback. So the idea would be to weave…to sort of enlarge what medicine does from relieving suffering by curing diseases or relieve suffering by palliating symptoms. That’s what medicine now does. So a larger view of medicine is medicine cures suffering. Or medicine allows you to be happy at the deepest and broadest formulation. Uh, and that’s what medicine delivers. So this would then make optimal happiness part of all human cultures. So that’s the dream. That’s the holy grail. Now, the trick is, are there neuromodulations that can do this? A lot of people claim that they have that. To which I say bullshit. And here’s why. If we really had that or if we have had that for a while, see, one of the things about sciences is that causes have consequences. So the kind of technology of enlightenment that I’m envisaging would dramatically change the world for the better. Look around at everything that people are offering that says, hey, this is it. I’m going to microdose you with the psilocybin. But we’re gonna do this new expensive neurofeedback. We’re going to blah, blah, blah. Okay, fine. Is it a reasonable hypothesis that knowledge of this intervention will in the next century, fundamentally change the name of the game on this planet from competition for limited resources to… Well, yeah, there’s that, but there’s also how much fulfillment you get from what you got and turns out that’s even more important. Will these technologies end war, more or less. Will they end social injustice, more or less? Will they end violence? Well I said wars, crime. Okay. Is that, it’s this super neurofeedback or this microdosing of psilocybin. Is this all we need? This plus a hundred years essentially this planet is now Heavan on earth? Extrapolate. I don’t think so! Not even remotely. I don’t know. But maybe, that plus mindfulness plus a hundred years, but maybe we don’t have a hundred years. Um, so I’m asking for something more dramatic. A lot more dramatic. We don’t know if it exists, but it’s certainly worth looking for. And if you were to ask me to make my best candidate and best candidate doesn’t mean I think this is gonna work. It’s just the best out of everything I’ve seen so far. But I’m not claiming it will work. And I’m also not claiming it’s safe, by the way. So very careful about claims because people make claims. Irresponsible claims. It really frosts my buns. But my best guess for where to start is ultrasonic neuromodulation. Low intensity focused ultrasound directed to ego hubs, grasping hubs that could perhaps relax that a little bit and create the situation where people can get dramatic results fairly quickly. That would be my best candidate. But that’s not saying Shinzen Young thinks it’s a good candidate. It’s just the most promising I’ve seen so far. We have a lab called SEMA lab at the University of Arizona that stands for Sonication Enhanced Mindful Awareness training lab. Um, and that’s what we’re looking into at this time.

Adrian:

Thank you for sharing that.

Thal:

Wow.

Shinzen Young:

Uh, you guys should have Jay on too. He’s my PI. He’s the director of the lab. I’m in charge of a protocol development.

Adrian:

It feels tangible too because you’ve also identified a timeframe, right? Like the goal of within the next century, you know, would be ideal. Um, and then also the imminent like needing to accelerate this too. There’s a sense of urgency of finding that technology to speed up what has a proven track record, the methodologies and, but then to augment it with the modern…[chuckling] We started this conversation with what modern means. But it sounds like it’s, you know, yet to be discovered. So there’s an excitement to this type of work.

Shinzen Young:

Yeah, yeah, yeah. So, yeah, if people are interested, they can go to youtube and find Jay Sanguinetti. And he talks about the, what the work that we’re doing.

Thal:

Um, I’m still thinking about the word enlightenment. An, is it for everyone? And is it a goal that we should all aspire to? Um, I think it’s just, I don’t have a specific question around enlightenment, but maybe how is it relevant for our generation? Uh, I really don’t have a specific question. What I’m thinking about is thinking about some friends who would listen to the word enlightened and be like, “pfff” like really? I mean, do I have to sit… Yeah.

Shinzen Young:

Hence, you don’t have to call it enlightenment and maybe we shouldn’t call it enlightenment. I called it enlightenment because that’s just what I called it. Right. But, um, when I go to the People’s Republic of China, probably this year, I’m going to just call it understanding yourself at the deepest level.

Thal:

Yes. I think that answers my question. Yeah. Understanding ourselves is part of the meaning crisis really.

Shinzen Young:

Sure.

Thal:

Absolutely. Yeah.

Shinzen Young:

So there’s your answer, right. And this word is used to translate certain Asian terms, but we can get you there without calling it enlightenment.

Thal:

Right.

Shinzen Young:

Um, I would just call it understanding yourself at the deepest level and that makes, that makes it normal. That normalizes it. So you’re right. Uh, enlightenment, even though it’s on my book is actually not a good word moving forward.

Thal:

Anything else you want to ask?

Shinzen Young:

Well you got a lot more than 70 minutes. But use it as you wish, you know, chop it up. Parcel it out.

Thal:

Yeah. The way I see it. This is an opportunity. So anything you say is our gems really. So thank you. Thank you.

Adrian:

Are there, are there any teachers like currently that you have a relationship with? Dead or alive? I was actually curious because, you know, I see you…

Shinzen Young:

Do you mean that they function as a teacher.

Adrian:

Yeah, you’re a student to them. Yeah having that relation.

Shinzen Young:

Not at this time, no. But we’re sort of co-teacher’s to each other. So in that sense, I would think the dialoguing that I do with other teachers, we’re all sort of teaching each other at this point. Um, but I don’t have a formal relationship with anyone. Neither do I think of the people that utilize my programs as being my disciples or, I mean we call them students, but, um, it’s really more of a, yeah. I don’t, I don’t have that, uh, Asian lineage thing. That is very important for cultural reasons in that part of the world. But you know, I’m not going to have successors and I encourage people to just utilize any resources that are available that are competent in this area. So I guess because I don’t look upon myself as a teacher in the sense of, you know, um, do what I say because you know, you have to sorta in some way surrender to me as your teacher. I don’t think of my students in that relationship. So I guess I don’t think I need that relationship with someone else at this point.

Thal:

Actually I have, The Science of Enlightenment in an audio book and I’ve like been listening to it on and off. And there was a story that you mentioned speaking again of, and I love the word enlightenment. You, uh, one of your teachers, you asked him to, um, I hope I’m getting this right. You asked him to teach you an advanced form of meditation. I really loved that story and maybe you can share that and, um, like the experience of like enlightenment moment.

Shinzen Young:

Um, can you, uh, refresh me on the details of the story?

Thal:

I think you were in, I don’t know, I think you were probably in Japan, I’m not sure. And and it was a zen teacher and you ask them to give you an advanced…

Shinzen Young:

Is this like I was doing breath than I wanted…

Thal:

Yes! And you wanted something more advanced and he’s like, really? There are people who have done breath for years.

Shinzen Young:

Well, there’s several parts to that story, but yeah, I was doing the breath and I was going to be leaving Japan. So oh wait, no, I’m conflating the past. Hold it just second. That’s what happens. Um, okay. No, it was not when I was about to leave. I’ve been… Yes. I’d been practicing for several months. Uh, the standard Chan breath counting. And then yeah, I went to him and I asked for a more advanced practice and because he was in, you know, there’s sort of, some of the Zen masters are ferocious. It sounds, uh, sort of, I don’t know, um, romantic or somehow interesting culturally that there would be masters who are ferocious, but I can tell you it gets old really quick, right. Really quick. But that’s a whole other thing. So anyway, yeah, he was like “there have been people who have done 40 years of zen practice…” Yes. In Japanese so it’s even more macho.

Thal:

[laughing]

Shinzen Young:

Yeah. Try to remember the original Japanese. But anyway, it was like, “who do you think you are kid? You just begun to begun to begun”. And it’s true. Now I’ve met people that spent 40 years at the tip of their nose and it worked that, that, that, you know, that did it. Um, but did you want me to say what would the more advanced practice was?

Thal:

Yes.

Shinzen Young:

Well, it wasn’t really a more advanced practice. That’s sort of the whole point. It was a different practice.

Thal:

Yes.

Shinzen Young:

It was self inquiry in the Buddhist form. Answer this question: who are you? Which is of courses, you’re being asked to understand yourself at the deepest level. So it all comes full circle, right?

Thal:

Absolutely. Yeah. It’s, um, it’s interesting because when you said it, there’s this romantic idea and it gets old really fast. I just went to a 10-day Vipassana and going through the practice everyday, they today is not romantic at all. It’s painful. So I admire your dedication and those years that you spent, I mean…

Shinzen Young:

Yeah, but I hope that you continue with formal practice or with systematic practice. You may or may not want to work in that tradition.

Thal:

Right.

Shinzen Young:

I actually lived at Mr. Goenka’s Center in India and it’s a wonderful, powerful way of working.

Thal:

Yeah.

Shinzen Young:

Okay.

Adrian:

It’s a real pleasure.

Shinzen Young:

It’s a wrap.

Thal:

Thank you.

Adrian:

Thank you.

#6: Explore Your Consciousness with Jeff Warren

Meditation, being one of the oldest contemplative practices, helps us turn inwards. Turning inwards helps us understand the nature of our minds better, deepens our self-awareness, brings us closer to some form of internal freedom, and, hopefully, equips us with the tools to overcome daily humanely challenges a bit better. 

Using the metaphor of an armada of vehicles, our guest today playfully describes the different forms of contemplative practices, he writes, “We have the Yogic fire-breathing Namaste monster truck…the spooky Zen hover craft…a Sufi flying carpet…a Catholic chain of bubble campers…and the boring Mindfulness-Based Stress Reduction delivery vans.”

In this episode, we navigate the fraught territory of consciousness and meditation with Jeff Warren. Jeff is the Author of Meditation for Fidgety Skeptics along with Mr 10% Happier Dan Harris. He also wrote The Head Trip, a guidebook to waking, sleeping and dreaming. We decided to take a stab at some “deep end” questions that relate to practice. Jeff tells us what it has been like for him since coming out publicly about his personal struggles with ADD and bi-polar. He also shares his personal vision for the future of mental health. At the very end, he leaves us with a beautiful 10 minute guided mediation. 

Highlights:

  • Exploring Consciousness
  • Meditation Practice
  • Experiences of Awakening
  • Democratizing Mindfulness Education

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Full Transcript

Adrian

Jeff, welcome to the show.

Jeff Warren

Thanks for having me guys.

Thal

Thank you.

Adrian

Yeah, we were thinking maybe to start off, we’d love to hear what sparked your curiosity to explore consciousness and that’s something that we both share as far as, a passion and interest. What comes to mind as far as early experiences that might have sparked that in you?

Jeff Warren

Yeah, I mean it was sort of always there. Um, as far as I can remember. I mean I think I was telling somebody about this the other day. I remember vividly being a young kid and laying in my bed and trying to understand the concept of infinity and trying to understand the concept that my mind was trying to understand infinity and then as I try and notice what that was like and getting these strange kinds of, um, experiences were just vertigo experiences. And now I know because of having done a lot of practice that I was tapping into certain kinds of qualities or spaces, but I had no, of course way to think about or talk about it. I just would do that. And it seemed normal. Um, and then I remember times that I would try to do it then it wouldn’t have that there’d be a contrast. Things that had happened before weren’t happening. Things that I kind of wanted to have happen actually. And be like, oh yeah, that was cool. It was like, I found a way to get myself high and uh, without even knowing anything about this because I was a little kid. I would try to get back there and it would be different and I would say, well, what was different? Why is that different now? And so that was sort of like an ongoing thing without being too, you know, it wasn’t, there was nothing really precocious about it. It was just kind of this like it was the same way kids will like choke themselves out, which I also would do and go unconscious and just notice the weird delays in time. And um, and then as early as a young teenager I remember reading an Omni article on lucid dreaming. Omni, if you don’t know, was an extremely cool kind of psychedelic science, popular magazine from the eighties, probably started earlier than that. There hasn’t been a kind of magazine since then, like I quite like it, but it had a whole feature on lucid dreaming and how to do it. And I remember like really working hard at trying to make that happen and had some success. Um, and so that was, you know, and there’s other things I could say, like other kinds of, the most meaningful thing is sometimes you go into a practice now just like sometimes you walk around during the day and you remember a dream you had not even from last night, like from a year ago. Have you had that experience?

Adrian

Oh yeah.

Thal

Yes.

Jeff Warren

So it similarly in practice, sometimes I’ll be meditating and I’ll suddenly go back now remember an insight experience I had for many, many years ago and recently I remembered this really profound experience. I must have been like, I don’t even know, like seven or eight where I suddenly got this whole insight into suffering where I was realizing that I was just doing some kind of mundane habit that I, something I was just doing. It was like I was responding to a situation and I always kinda responding again in the same way, in a way that I thought was kind of funny, but I had this sudden incredibly sobering understanding that if I kept doing this, this will become my character. And then from there I went into this whole thing around, oh my God, that’s true for everybody all the time. We’re on this little like, you know, uh, wheel we’re going around around this little like and we’re just deepening these grooves. And I remember being, like really shocked and kind of like scared about that realization because I could see that some of the things I was in were not that healthy. And that was “whoa” I still think about that.

Thal

So you were dabbling in altered states from a very young age.

Jeff Warren

Yeah. Altered states and both the kind of energetic high expansion type, but also the more the deeper, um, deeper I would say ones that have to do more with being and more fundamental kind of questions. In retrospect, I can see they were there and why wouldn’t they be there? They’re there for everyone all the time. That’s part of cool things about existing, uh, but yeah, they were on my radar. And then, um, and then, you know, you go into like a narrowing and your late teenage years where I just was interested in sex, drugs and rock and roll and although that included transcendence and explorations and the journey goes on from there. And I can tell you more about the story, but, that’s a good start. Anyway.

Thal

When did you learn about meditation?

Jeff Warren

Well, a little later. I was researching a book on consciousness. So it was on waking, sleeping and dreaming and kind of trying to understand my mind because that was really one of the, through lines. And of course I knew about meditation before and I’ve done a lot of yoga practices and I’ve done different kinds of ceremonies and things, but I’d never really had a formal practice. So for that, this is back in about 2003. I went to my first retreat then, like that was my first week long retreat. And then of course everything changed because now you understand that, oh, these aren’t just academic questions, not that I didn’t know that before, but you know, you could say there’s a theory of dreaming and there’s actually having dreams and notice what’s going on. But my academic interest in consciousness and meditation took a big turn there because I could start to see that this was the place where I would be getting really the perspective of my direct experience that I was looking for.

Thal

Learning meditation and introducing meditation in your life in a way solidified your dabbling in altered states when you were younger and like the mystical experiences and deeper questions of life.

Jeff Warren

No question. Yeah, it gave me a framework to think about it. I mean, there are many frameworks to think about those kinds of experiences. I was familiar with some of them general mystical frameworks, but it gave me, you know, a kind of experiential map that I’ve found helpful. I mean, so that’s a whole story. You know, there, there’s kind of this, as you probably no doubt know, there’s kind of this very interesting and rich, ongoing kind of conversation or dialectic between our ideas and concepts and maps of what’s happening and our understanding from an intellectual point of view and our lived experience. And they’re both really important that, you know, often people, um, in the direct experience, spiritual world, they can be down on the maps and the concepts for many good reasons. But what I have found in my experience is that a good map, a good concept, a good take on something from a teacher or some kind of interest, some very thoughtful observer will allow me to see in my own experience, in a new way and sometimes move me more deep and deeply into experience. And then in turn, as I go into my experience, I’m able to refresh my concepts with what is the lived reality of this. So there’s a continual back and forth where you’re… and eventually I think one of the goals you can say is that the two converge and converge and converge until our model or understanding of what’s happening is directly mapped perfectly onto our actual lived experience. And that’s one way to talk about your practice.

Thal

Yes, it’s definitely all about the lived experience because we can all get lost in the theory and the books. And, and so how did you start teaching meditation?

Jeff Warren

Yeah. Well maybe I’ll just say one last thing to finish that last thought because you just made me think of something. The continuing interest in maps is really healthy. Uh, the continuing incept in those interests in those frameworks is really, can really enrich that lived experience. And so my progression as a practitioner was that I, I had, um, first sort of my teacher, Shinzen giving me a whole model or a map or way of working than kind of being really interested in the progress of insight and how that worked to use a different map or model and an ongoing like that. Every time I would go into a new map, it would give me a new way to explore, a new way to understand it. So there is continual rich back…They’re both awesome. That’s what I wanted to say. Um, yeah.

Adrian

What was it about Shinzen’s specific framework that really resonated with you? It sounded like that one in particular as a map became very useful to you as an explorer.

Jeff Warren

Yeah. Well, what was interesting with Shinzen is that he only, he doesn’t really have a map in terms of where the thing goes. He has a very rough map of like it, you know, a general thing that goes more and more into mystery and his particular kind of “God” is emptiness – impermanence. That’s the altar he worships at. And that’s where he lives, so that’s the thing he’s pointing you to. What was radical about him for me, was the way he broke down the skills of what is involved in a practice. Like what a successful meditation practice needs to go deep. What are the actual skills you’re building, like the concentration, clarity, equanimity. Those were his focus. So that really became my thing for me that I’ve now run with because I think of that as, okay, how can I apply that to all practices when I meet someone who’s a successful movement practitioner, psychotherapeutic practitioner or depth psychologist or you know, Shaman, whatever it is, how our concentration, clarity and equanimity is showing up and what else is there because not to be reductive about it, what are the other skills that may be there? And that he gave me that way of thinking about it, which I probably had a little bit already because I haven’t written a book on consciousness and I always interested in, but that made it. Or you can also find those skills in your direct experience. So that’s my focus as a teacher is not on any vehicle or anyone form or anyone technique. Even it’s more like, okay, how is equanimity showing up right now? What is the nature of that, uh, and how to help them understand that and then help them find more and more of it and then merging with the other skills. So that was his genius. I mean, people don’t often think of him for that. He’s got his whole map and his, he’s got a whole grid of techniques that he’s really proud of that are really cool, but for me to concentration clarity, equanimity part that was like… Because he could talk about it, how, how it led, how each of those skills lead to deeper and deeper into the path in a way that no one had ever articulated for me. And it was like, oh my gosh, this is like the, this is the good stuff here. I mean this is the thing I needed to hear

Adrian

After digging into the archives of some of your articles, I remember reading, an analogy you made with those parts and you refer to, I think it was a car, it was a car analogy. I don’t know if you can help remind me the particulars because it was really helpful in seeing how different parts of the vehicle were those specific core practices?

Jeff Warren

Yeah. So that’s the way it’s a metaphor of just kind of vehicle versus parts that. My metaphor was that like, you know, you can just picture, you know, Mad Max, the open desert and all of these vehicles cruising through the desert and there’s like the yoga-Namaste, a monster truck with the big fire breathing Pranayama people in the back and then there’s the kind of boring MBSR delivery van. Then there’s like the Vipassana, you know, a body scan, vibratory impermanence wave that’s floating over here. And the, the, you know, all the different vehicle you can think in. Each vehicle is a different technique or different form like. And they would include not just meditation vehicles from Zen and Buddhism and into practice, but Nondual vehicles, but also movement practices and Pranayama practices and artistic practices, humanistic practices. I mean in psychotherapeutic practices. I mean all of these practices you can think of all the world’s ways in which they’ve tried to start with this basic recognition that living is a training and that practice is being deliberate about that training, about how you want to live and here’s the armada. And so people get confused. They’re like, “well, which vehicle should I get in?” Because it’s overwhelming. You know, you’re, you’ve got like there’s thousands of vehicles and my whole thing is, well, it’s not so much the vehicles important and wonderful and beautiful and there’s a lot about the specifics of each vehicle which are important to understand and wonderful to learn. But in so far as any vehicle is going to make it through the desert, it’s always going to have certain parts that are the universal. So the. That’s the analogy I would say is the concentration is always going to be there. And that’s really the steering system. Every vehicle has a steering system, you know, you’re going to need, you need to have the capacity to hold the direction to devote your attention and some direction and not being blown out in 50 directions. So that single pointed quality of concentration and devotion is always going to be there. There was always going to be an equanimity component, which is sort of like the grease in the engine and all the parts. That’s what allows things to move fluidly. Equanimity being the smoothness, the ability to open to the actual moment to accept what’s going on, you know, you will. There is no way you can deepen in any practice and not have that. It’s just impossible. Um, you know, maybe there’s someone that can point me to an exception. I’ve never, I’ve yet to hear it. I’d love to hear one. Sorry for the reckless generalizing, but this has been my life as an explorer that I’m always looking. I’m so, I would say those two are the absolute for sure needed. There’s a clarity piece that I think is sort of an optional one. It’s related to the awareness piece to how deliberately aware you’re becoming. It’s like the windshield. Um, many, many practices have it definitely Vipassana. Definitely Nondual practices, defitely certain Yogic practices. Some don’t have a deliberate emphasis on it, but it’s a byproduct that you become more aware. You start to become aware of more and more stuff. But there are lots of practice that don’t emphasize the awareness and that’s often where you have the problems. Like people have these shadows that they don’t ever bother looking at. They developed the freedom from the equanimity and the concentration level a lot of power, a lot of freedom, but they don’t see the way that they’re basically fucking up stuff around them because they had these big shadows. They’re just, they, you know, it’s a real problem in this, as you know, in the spiritual path. So I think the clarity piece should be part of it and that clarity and awareness piece. So those are three. And then I would say there’s a friendliness piece too, which is just like, “I hope you’re developing compassion”. [laughing] I really hope so. And it’s a muscle and other muscle group. And I would say it’s sort of like the, um, I dunno, I haven’t figured out the metaphor for what that is. Maybe it’s the, maybe it’s the perfume around your vehicle, maybe…

Adrian

It’s the tunes, the music!

Jeff Warren

Nice dude! Some Bob Marley on the stereo or maybe it’s something loving and it puts people in a warm space. And that comes spontaneously, of course, from a practice. The reason it’s not deliberate is that a lot of practice, it just emerges, you know, that’s what happens when the heart is opened. It starts to just come from your own contact with our own being in a way. But then of course, lots of practices deliberately cultivated within every tradition. You know, and that’s, and I think it’s a good idea.

Thal

As a fellow explorer, I do agree with you. It’s so hard not to get, not distracted, but to get that, attracted to other forms of practices and not just focus on one type. So my question is how do you balance? Because I know I’ve struggled with that where I was like, “am I just, you know, a Jack of all trades?” I’m doing all these things and not going deep into one practice, but in retrospect from my own experience, I know that I was doing a lot of spiritual bypassing when I was focusing on just one practice and when I introduced psychotherapy in my life as a spiritual practice, more than just exploring my own mental health issues, that’s when things were like completely exploded in my face. So I dunno. Yeah..

Jeff Warren

Great question. I mean, it’s the million dollar question, um, and it’s so important and I can tell you my personal answer, but ultimately this idea that you choose one thing and stay with it, uh, is somehow always the right thing is not true. It’s really about the individual has to understand what’s right for them. For a lot of people it is really important to just choose one thing and to have that commitment. And I would say certainly when you’re doing your practice, it’s important to have that one pointed commitment to be developing that capacity for devotion and concentration. But for other people, they’re able to explore different techniques and find synergies. Find that there’s a lot of complementarities it doesn’t confuse or overwhelm them and make things more complex. Um, uh, or more overly complicated. I would say the way that I’ve dealt with the ADD question, which is kind of what you’re asking, you know, isn’t that all just a bit ADD? The answer is: yes. [laughing] And the way I’ve dealt with it is it’s through exactly what I’ve been describing. When I realized that it doesn’t matter what practice I do, I’m always cultivating equanimity. There’s a move I can do in my body, I can show, I can guide you guys through it. Right now, there’s a move I do a in my body to make sure that I’m equanimous. There’s a move I do that ensures that I’m at least being concentrated. There’s a move I do that’s around being aware and being clear. Those are the skills that are always getting built. Those are my vehicles in a weird way, even though the parts so I can go into different practices and, and basically approached them as a mindfulness practice of like, okay, I’m just being aware of the things I’m training for it.

Adrian

Since you brought it up, we wanted to actually ask you about, you know, you came out recently on Dan’s podcast and talked about your ADD and in your personal struggle as a meditation teacher, I mean that, you know, that for us is really important because it’s easy, at least for me, I feel like it’s easy to walk around and carry this persona even as a meditator that you somehow have all your shit figured out and that your internal landscapes are all clean and you you’re always, in bliss states. But clearly it’s not the case. Could you share a little bit about how your relationship to ADD or your experience of it, if it’s changed at all since talking about it more and more openly?

Jeff Warren

Yeah. Great question. Well, it has changed my relationship to, it has changed. It’s not just the ADD, it’s the, I have ADD, I also have a lot of emotional intensity and dysregulation and I had a bipolar diagnosis a year ago, which was kind of a surprise, but also not a surprise. Um, and that just means like big spikes, you know, where I have a lot of energy. Even you could feel it when I’m in this conversation, I get excited about something. It’s like, here we go and that can lead into sort of hypomanic states and then there’s a crash crash where I’m exhausted and really despairing. So first of all, it takes a while to see clearly your own struggles. Like I’ve always known about the ADD, I’ve kind of known about the ups, but I didn’t really have the perspective on the ups and downs and until it’s still an ongoing thing. I learned new things about myself and the challenge is can you be honest, even with that, you know, when there’s so much expectation from people for the people that who are teaching them to somehow be, like you said, totally perfect and you internalize all these assumptions and ideals and so the experience of writing a book with Dan, the Meditation for Fidgety Skeptics book and going on the Joe Rogan podcast and talking about it was quite liberating because it was sorta like, now I’m just going to admit it. This is what I. I had kind of talked about it before and I’ve always tried to be a really an honest teacher that way, but like I said, I had sort of secret pockets of shame about it that I didn’t know I was holding back. So it kind of just put it all out there. It was very liberating, you know, and because what you realize is you’re not going to change fundamental ways in which how you are, you know, or maybe will very, very slowly. You’re always… All of us… It takes a long time to be able to live outside of conditioning and those conditions are gonna be a big part of your life for most of your life. And uh, the rough arc of those conditions is not going to change in a huge way. Certain parts will change. Like there’s aspects of my challenges that are due to physical trauma and other things that are, as I learned to discharge that energy, I’ll be able to.. Definitely the ups and the highs and lows and my bipolar thing will start to shrink and they’ve already started to definitely the ADD can start to come into more regulation. So there are ways in which we can begin to modify it, but I’ll always be someone who is sensitive who has ups and downs. Who’s a little bit scattered. Who’s creative. That’s part of the…And so kind of the journey is like just oh yeah, the adult quality of accepting that and not needing to be any different. And then then learning how to work with it. Like, given that I’m already like this and I know I don’t have to now put on myself all the shit about how I am somehow supposed to be different and it’s like I know what I’m doing, what I’m not good at doing. You know what I need? I had to get an assistant to help me with organizational stuff. I have a life coach. I just hired, helped me with organizational stuff. You know, you’ve got to put the environmental things in that are gonna that are gonna help you. And so that this process has really allowed me to do that. That’s one answer but there’s an even deeper answer, which is… The thing is, all the way through the struggle of it, I’ve been paying attention. What works, what doesn’t work from using these practices? So I’ve learned a lot about how to use mindfulness to change my relationship to the energies and back off and not feed them. So I can really early on, just like I did in this podcast, “oh, I’m tracking, I’m starting to go up, I back off like I’m back in. All right, now take a breath out, I let it pass” and then in the same way I can start to learn to do that with the down energies, which are harder because they’re gnarly. So what’s our job here? It’s to teach your suffering. Teach your healing and then I can bring that to my teachings. So I’m really focused on that. Like how can I… what do I do day to day that helps them with it and then how can I pay that forward?

Thal

That’s awesome. I mean, as a student of transpersonal psychology I can tell you that in many ways mainstream psychology uses labels, which are important, but they can be limiting and you can see how a lot of your creativity comes from those intense emotions. And that’s okay.

Jeff Warren

It’s okay. But it’s a pain in the ass. [laughing]

Thal

It is. I know from personal experience.

Jeff Warren

How do you work with it?

Thal

Same thing. I’m just, you know, more practice is what’s helping for me. My bypassing was through books for a long time as you can see. Yeah. So practice is very important. That’s all I can say.

Jeff Warren

How do you metabolize? Do you have energies that you work with are really challenging?

Thal

Um, anger, lots of anger.

Jeff Warren

How do you transmute it? What’s your alchemical process?

Thal

You know, what? I actually just dive deep into it and just, it takes me back to certain moments in my life. Like certain scenarios and I just lived through that moment and just, you know, sort of comfort myself through that moment and it just like .. [explode], that charge just goes away. And, um, and when I revisit that moment at a later date it’s like, “why was I that angry?” So, yeah.

Jeff Warren

Interesting.

Thal

Yeah. So we’d like to go into more mystical questions. Um, you know, the word even mysticism and the word spirituality. A lot of people are like, oooh. What do they mean to you?

Jeff Warren

Uh, I mean there are about questions of being and belonging. They’re the fundamental questions of that “here we are,” you know, some people from the philosophical would call them existential questions. We get busy with life and we get busy with the kind of operational side of life and many of us forget that actually we’re inside this enormous mystery. We don’t know how we got here. I mean really got here we can have all the explanations we want about biology and physics and, but which has all legitimate and wonderful, but there’s a larger mystery of why there is something in the first place and why there’s, it feels like something to be alive and what is the nature of awareness and what is the relationship between how we’re aware and the world around us and each other. And um, these are very, very, very fundamental questions. And for some people they never fall off the map. They never, they never fall off the kind of table of concerns, you know, you may get preoccupied with your life, but it’s sort like life still has this existential highlight or under it where you’re just a little bit wondering about the periphery that the big questions, the big questions. And so that was for me, they never fell off the table. Like when I was a kid, I was interested in them and I just stayed interested and eventually I realized, oh wow. Because I was an atheist at the time because I thought I didn’t have a way to understand that there was something soulful about spirituality or religion. I just heard the bad, the negative side of it, and saw the negative side. So I didn’t know. I thought the only way into this inquiry was through philosophy. I didn’t know you could actually feel into the inquiry. So I would say mysticism and spirituality are attempts to feel, to directly experienced the mystery, the these fundamental questions of being. And what we learn is that these aren’t just academic questions, that the way we feel into them, the orientations we make in our own experience change what we begin to understand about the nature of that mystery, the nature of our being, the beingness, whatever you want to call it, and that there are always going to be mystery there, but that certain parts of that mystery can start to be resolved in a very interesting way. Like the question of who we are, which we think of as, oh, this academic question, and actually you can know who you are, you there is an answer to that. It’s an ongoing answer, but it gets more and more deep and more and more vivid. The responses to that. So that would be how I would describe, uh, what mysticism is. Ohh – just got stung by a small bee. “Hello. Don’t forget the mystery” [laughing] Actually it wasn’t a sting. Just a little…

Adrian

That’s awesome. Jeff, I’d love to hear you talk about, um, just along the lines of different experiences of the nature of mind and you hear people bring terms up like ‘nonduality’ or ‘nondual states’ and the experience of it not so much, you know, finding a universal definition, but just what can you share about that, from talking to others and having personal experiences about specific states we can have that changes your concept of who you are. I mean the experience of who you are. Not the definition of it.

Jeff Warren

Yes. I mean, I can talk a lot about, this is my favorite subject. Um, it’s kind of like where to start, uh, because as someone who wrote about consciousness and was a journalist about it, I was interested in this from the beginning. And so I spent many years interviewing teachers and practitioners about these subjects, but also many years exploring on my own, so I have both a kind of intellectual understanding of what it is that I could speak to and that intellectual understanding is never completed. I’m always dissatisfied with it because I know it barely even points to what the thing is and I’m always updating it because there’s a continual process of seeing, oh, I was sort of naive about that. Or I can see how my early questions around. We’re really kind of more naive and as I get more experienced I get more sober around it. Um, but then I have my, I’m more comfortable even I would say talking about my own experience and my own experience is, first of all, I consider myself to be still very early in the path. And I have people in my life and teachers I admire who are very, very, very deep in what I would call a more non dual state. Meaning they, so this is where it gets already. You’re trying to define it, meaning they are in a vivid relationship with the big picture, the big picture of who they are, the big picture of their own life. Um, sometimes that’s experienced through emptiness, through a sense that they, there’s a kind of emptiness all around them that is both who they are and continually refreshing them. Sometimes it’s experienced through a more of a sense of unity, um, where, and that there’s unity in these things too. So the analogy is the classic analogy that I like that fits with my own experience is this idea of a crystal. So there’s a crystal and we go around and around the crystal, which is our own being. And we’ve, we polished different facets of the crystal. So every time, and you’re continually making a pass around the crystal. You polish this facet. And one facet is this facet of emptiness. And it’s possible the emptiness facet as somehow more privileged or deeper, more fundamental than all the others. That’s possible. And then you have the facet of unity of just like, which is, which can be. There’s different facets of the facet of unity. It can be just that there’s no inner activation and you’re so completely open to the world there’s only the world. That’s a more accessible end of it. But there are also ends of it where you literally feel yourself to be everything you’re looking at and it’s looking back at you, which my teacher Shinzen has. That’s another facet that unity. Um, there are other facets, like a spacious facet, which is one that I have a lot. There’s a kind of love or a heartbreak intimacy like, “oh!” [laughing] You know that one? Just like, “oh my God, the sacredness!”. Which is a spaciousness and the unity and an emptiness and the love. And it’s like, oh my God. So there’s these different facets that come to the floor. And for me as a practitioner, I would fall into one of these facets, uh, at a meditation retreat or in a ceremony, and I would think, oh my God, this, now this is it, this is the thing. I now know what they’re talking about. I’m here now. And then two things happened. One, to me, they’re like, oh shit. So I would just, it would fade. Sometime, you know, this, sometimes it would fade. It almost immediately started to fade after a few hours. Sometimes it would fade after a few weeks. I mean I had experiences of being deep and kind of space, this spacey, but open, spacious, intimate thing for weeks sometimes preceded by something dramatic. Sometimes I just kind of gradually got there and I would be in it for awhile and then it would just fade out. That’s one thing that would happen. It would fade. But then what would happen is I would suddenly reify that thing and I’d be trying to get back to it. And it took me years to realize that, oh, that was just one facet, because the next time I got back to it, it wasn’t that it was something else. It was a different facet.

Thal

And different and maybe better!

Jeff Warren

Exactly. And often it was like, oh no, this is the real one. It’s just this was just a shadowy version of this much more real one, which now is hopefully gonna be here for a longer time. I never think that now now is my teacher Shinzen and say the small self always comes back. The small self. I mean that you would want to use that language. But the relative world, the contraction and the conditioning, it comes back. And. But what I’ve noticed over the years, and so the only thing what I can say is most true, but my experience is that I feel like it’s on a, it’s easier to find all the time, more and more that I still forget. But then as soon as just talking about right now, it’s very immediate for me. It’s, it’s there as a feeling. I don’t have to, I can’t even. There’s no words, it’s like a direction. I can feel this. It’s like a, a kind of a charge in my experience, a fullness and kind of Ooh Yeah. And it’s very centering too. That’s there and it’s there more and more when I want it. And I, I had a long, for many years I reified this particular kind of cessation experience I thought you needed to have that would officially bring me into stream entry because I was into the models of stream entry. I was in the progress of insight. Shinzen is super into stream entry. Pragmatic Dharma’s into stream entry. You know, Daniel Mingram all these people, whatever. I was like, “yeah, I’m going to get stream entry!” And I’m going to have this experience of stream entry, which is going to be a cessation. I’m going to go through the emptiness door, the impermanence door as opposed to the suffering door which is really the door I was going through again and again and I like this door! But it really fucking hurts. But I’m like, but that’s the door out going through. And what I didn’t realize at the time was that people go through that kind of a door, have a particular kind of brain, you know, they, they’re like kind of Aspergers-ey flavoured nerds who tend to be really good at concentration and really good at clarity and they get the kind of… Disappear. And so I was trying to make that happen, but I was to add to get the, to get that to happen because I just didn’t have a good enough concentration. And so it took me years to just stop to get wise and to stop trying to get enlightened and stop trying to get stream entry and stop trying to compare myself to anybody else and just embrace the fact that I have no clue where I am on any map. Uh, I know I’m technically in the stream in the sense that like the stream of my practice and the stream of my experiences now just taking me places, like I don’t have to do anything. It just happens whether I want to or not. Um, and so I still practice deliberately, but I can feel the momentum. It’s like, Woo Hoo, you know. And sometimes I wish it wasn’t there because it’s not going to be through walls sometimes, like Bam, Bam, Bam. It’s like, it’s like a train that’s just going forward now. And sometimes you’re smashing through big dry brushes, full of thorns and sometimes you’re in these great views and other times you’re like, it’s not going through a wall or running over somebody. Not Quite. So that’s, hopefully that’s some, those are some models. In some ways you’re talking about it. There’s probably lots more I could say. I don’t even know why I said that, but that’s what I said.

Adrian

Yeah. I mean, I’m, I’m sitting here listening and I wonder for those that don’t normally geek out on or maybe even non-meditators, you know, is there something in these experiences that’s worth sharing? About maybe why it might be useful or, you know, sort of bring it to a practical level. Um, because I, you know..

Jeff Warren

I love it.

Adrian

I’m with you. I mean, we both would geek out and want to have all these rich experiences. But how do we bring it back to the real world? And what’s the point?

Thal

Right.

Jeff Warren

Awesome question. Thank you for bringing us back to the real world. I will say this is the real world, by the way. This is the real, real world as you know. Um, so okay. This is my also my interest. This is my interest is continually making this real and trying to ground this in practical, real world stuff. So I always, so thanks for bringing me back. I always end up in this place and then I think well, okay, how can I bring it around? So let me think. Um, uh, a couple things come to mind. Um, you said your podcast is about the crisis of meaning in our lives, uh, the crisis of meaning in our culture. I also agree there is a crisis of meaning. Um, it’s important that everybody asks themselves at some point in their life what is meaningful to me, not as an academic inquiry, but what am I doing? How am I being when a sense of meaning suffuses my experience. Because I guarantee that when that sense of meaning suffuses your experience, you are most of service to the world around you, almost always, and you are most in your gifts, your most in your being in some way. Um, that’s what I’m talking about. These practices bring us into that relationship with our lives. Every time another facet on that diamond is meaning that is literally a facet on a diamond. So anytime you are experiencing something meaningful, you are polishing that. You are in that space. So what I would want to say is I make it sound as esoteric because as soon as the words come out of my mouth, it becomes a thing that we reify and think, oh, this is happening to that guy over there. But it was just my lived experience and it’s your lived experience right now. If in this conversation I said something that you just sort of went, “Huh, wait a second”. In that moment you’re touching that diamond. It’s right there in your life. You’re either going to accidentally find this out or you’re going to start to get deliberate about how to touch it more often, but if you’re not getting deliberate about how to touch it. Why are you here? Because everything is about that. When you’re, when you’re telling someone you love them, when you’re caring for a child, when you’re doing social justice work, you are touching that diamond. You can do it in a way you could do it without realizing you’re touching it or you can be deliberate about it and make it a deliberate practice. And then all good flows from there. So it’s, we’re all rivers go. It’s, we’re all rivers begin.

Adrian

Beautiful. Awesome. Yeah, we’ve been hitting on this, but I, I also want to hear a little bit about just the various process of awakening, you know. Not as a singular experience but just, you know, awakening from… Awakening insinuates that something was asleep. So if you can touch on.. like you mentioned, there are many paths and many practices, but these experiences seem universal and it sounds like people have these common overlaps in the experiences of awakening when it comes to consciousness.

Jeff Warren

Yeah. So I think a lot about this and I think, I guess if I had to describe it as the most in the most generous, meta, universal way, that would embrace all traditions and cultures. I would say there’s a process in human life, which is kind of like a second… It’s kind of like a process of puberty that you go through, but it’s like a second kind of puberty period. Uh, but that happens more to fully formed adults. And that is a process of waking up to your bigger self. A larger wholeness, um, of understanding that you’re intimately connected to the world around you and you are part of it and not you’re waking up to that not as an academic idea, but as a lived experience of feeling that connection and that intimacy. And some people don’t even talk about it in the sense that it’s just what’s happening. And they would say, yeah, that’s sort of happened to me, but they didn’t need to make a big deal of it or call it awakening or, and they didn’t really notice. It was just a very gradual thing. So that’s how I often think about it, as practices accelerating the aging gracefully gradient. If you’re aging well in life, you’re going to go that direction anyway. And your grandparents know people like this or are people like this, you know your teachers, your mentors, you know, doctors, accountants whatever. There’s a way of aging where you’re just taking your own stuff a little less seriously and letting your borders be a little more porous. So that’s a process. Now that process can go very. It’s sort of like a hockey stick. We can start to move into that process, but there is definitely a depth dimension to that process where it can get very, very, very deep, hardcore or I wouldn’t say hardcore, but very serious spiritual practice as a way of accelerating that hockey stick. And getting really clear about the deeper end of where it can lead. As they’re doing that, sometimes the movement is very gradual the whole time and it’s like slowly boiling a frog, you know, you don’t… There’s very little contrast sometimes are discontinuous jumps were all of a sudden there’s a lot of contrast. So that’s what a lot of the maps are trying to get you to have a discontinuous jump where there’s a noticeable before and after. That’s what a cessation is. It’s what the classic path moments in Buddhism or you know, a big Nondual moment like in an Advaita traditional, “oh wow now I’ve had an awakening”. I realize it’s an awakening because you’re waking up to a previous level of sleepiness, but there’s always a, there’s always a previous level and a level of being more awake. And sometimes the problem is someone has a big jump and then they go, wow, that was it. I was asleep. Now I’m awake. But they don’t realize is there a lot more awakenings to come. They’re like small awakenings to show you that actually weren’t as awake as you thought you were. I don’t know if it ever ends, like there’s always… Because you’re, you’re, as you’re living, you’re, you’re accumulating veils, you’re accumulating kind of confusions and your awakening them to them at the same time and I don’t have enough experience directly myself to know if he ever get to someplace that is more permanently awake. I do know that having interviewed teachers, some teachers say especially the Nondual types “no, that’s it. You’re there”. Not Me, them. And maybe they are. And then other teachers who seem very there say no, “I’m never always there”. And I don’t know myself, I just feel like I’m always in process, but I will say I feel like I’m still low down on the hockey stick. Not to put a hierarchy in it, but I recognize people who really have deep experience and I know I have a certain depth of experience, but I, I also like, you know, there’s a lot I don’t know yet, so I’m just kind of giving you the report from what I know so far.

Thal

It’s like an ever expanding circle. I was actually just talking about that with you yesterday is that sometimes I go through, sometimes I think it’s the same experience, but I realize no, it feels like…A lot of my experiences are around nature and I’m like, it’s the same tree, but I feel a different depths now and they’re like, it’s like you’re shedding a light on a different spot in your psyche or something. I don’t know. It’s hard to put it in language..

Jeff Warren

I get it. Keep going. Whatever you’re doing is the right practice. Because you’re describing something very…. In different ways, people talk about that, so there’s the continual polishing of the mirror of awakening or the or the crystal. There’s the sense of the journey going around and you take another pass and it gets deeper. In the traditional way of conceiving the four path model of awakening within Theravada Buddhism, the idea is that you go around these cycles of like effort, breakthrough, challenge, integration, effort, breakthrough type challenge, integration, and you go around them again and again and then it and after a while you’re like, Oh God, I’ve been here before. I’ve been here before I here again here again, after a while there’s a shift and then next time you go around it you’re going around it at a higher level of a layer or a level of integration. It’s a new path moment. That’s when you move from first path to second path for example, or for a second about the third path. I know it sounds like a video game. It’s ridiculous, but that is how actually some people think of it for better or for worse, but the insight is more like what you’re pointing to that we go around and around and it seems like we, we seem like, oh, this is it. This is now we understand it, or this is how it is. And then there’s something that changes and now we’re at a deeper level of getting it and now all of a sudden, wow, now you know you’re in. And that’s really important to notice because that’s what you can. That shows you that you’re moving in this direction and, by the way, there’s one big caveat or I should say are big thing. I should’ve said at the beginning, which is that none of these experiences necessarily are the thing to look for in your practice in life.

Thal

And that’s important to mention. Yes.

Jeff Warren

It’s super important. What matters is, are you, are you more in your life, you know, are you growing in the way you want to grow? Are you more connected to your friends, your whoever, like don’t chase these experiences and the experiences themselves, are they just come and go the litmus test of any successful practices always are you growing in the way you want to grow in a very reasonable, practical way? Are you more present, more loving, more available, and you should have a litmus. You should have an idea in your head of an intention around what it is you want for your life and that’s kind of a feedback loop that you’re using.

Thal

Absolutely. And that’s again, it’s about bringing it back to the practical in the “real world.”

Jeff Warren

Totally.

Adrian

That’s awesome. Jeff. Yeah. I’m just being mindful of time. Maybe like 10 minutes left and I’d love also touch on society, you know, mindfulness in society. So outside of the individual, but looking the collective reasons why it’s important to have individual practices. I read in one of your articles, you talked about the democratization of mental health and I’d love to hear your vision of this because it sounds like it’s linked to your role as a teacher and empowering students to develop their own skills and tools to take control of their mental wellbeing.

Jeff Warren

Yeah. Well thank you for asking that. That is my absolute passion and it’s sort of like where that’s the my learning edge right now as a teacher or even kind of think about yourself as a practitioner. So my whole thing is to actually dissolve the difference between practitioner and teacher and actually even beyond that to dissolve the difference between practitioner, teacher and just regular human. That I, I kind of want to say that being a teacher, I wish it was a better word for it is really the ultimate human thing to be. Um, and that the more we realize that, uh, and that it’s not exotic and that although there are, there are definitely people who have more and less experience in so far as we can be honest about our own challenges in who we are, we are in the role of a teacher at that moment and that our own practice is the ultimate creative thing to discover and then to share. So that’s my vision and I’m, and I’m just trying to learn to articulate it, you know, in the progression of my from practitioner to teach her to more experienced teacher. I started out just about learning the skills. What was I doing? I got good at teaching the skills to other people and that’s Kinda like the consolidated back end of my moving process, that is Jeff. Um, and that’s now beginning to support me to be able to do with the front end, which is, oh, actually the next layer out is this larger service to all, to all and this empowerment to make everybody a teacher to, to remove this idea that somehow this teacher is special. Uh, and to see that in the way I just described, when we are in a place of honesty about who we are and where we’re at, we’re in that role and that I want to be able to teach people what is the basic stuff around mental, spiritual, emotional health that everyone should know in the same way that everyone has to know the basics of healthy nutrition and the basics of good exercise. So that’s my thing. Now it’s like, okay, what are those things and how do I do that? How do I impart that in a way that’s responsible and safe and respects the, you know, the, I mean the fraught territory of mental, emotional health, which is serious, but at the same time, if we get too worried about the fraught territory of it, then we, we just, we then we leave the territory only for specialists and we don’t have enough specialists to go around and talk about the world today. There’s a crisis and mental health. There are teen suicide rates are through the roof. There are people with major technology addictions like shit is just like there’s an environmental crisis in the external world. There’s an inner environmental crisis where everything is coming apart and we need to put all hands on deck so we don’t have time to get it perfect and it’s important to have an amateur guide than they have no guide at all and so I’m all about putting myself on the line by saying that and trying to create programs and empower people. It’s true I’m an empowerment teacher. “Do it!” So I have the free community resources on the CEC website that I just wrote that are all about empowering people to startup practice groups. I have a workshop I’m doing now that I’m just starting to do with a friend of mine that’s about teaching like what are the okay over the weekend, what can I teach that I think is most important for people? And then I get them to iterate, learning, figuring out a practice to share and guiding others and then, and getting a feel for what that looks like. And then always with the understanding that the person in front of you is a different nervous system in. And you have to also be always teaching that pluralism in that respect for their own teacherness, you know?

Adrian

Yeah. We’ll definitely share a lot of those links in the show notes for people that want to get involved and are equally excited about this. Um, you, you talked about teens. Actually, I’m curious to hear your experience teaching young adults, you know, who are going through a ton of life transition I imagined. And what is that like, you know, bringing in the practice to the youth and you know, the next generation of leaders?

Jeff Warren

Uh… You gave me goosebumps thinking about it. It’s the greatest like, um… Oh, it’s the greatest honor and privilege of my life because you see kids at this moment in life where it’s about to go off the rails and all of a sudden it turns the corner. And um, and you just see their life change right in front of you and it’s not anything you’re even doing something they’re doing and it mostly comes from sharing and talking and check in with each other and being in a safe place where the armor can come off and it’s like a overwhelming, uh, sometimes it’s such a privilege and I just, I could just be there as a fly on the wall. It’s the most humbling experience too because, you know, it’s my biggest teacher, because I’m learning in those contexts. They teach me to be more honest about who I am and they show me the privilege of just holding the space of not being the guy with the answers or some special teacher. I’m just the wallpaper. And it’s that humility is like, you can’t even. It’s priceless, you know? So, uh..

Adrian

That’s really special. Thank you for sharing that.

Jeff Warren

And it’s amazing, you know, because you see like, it’s not even that they’re doing tons of meditation. It’s more like you’re continually bringing the principles of openness and you’re creating a space where those are such high values that they start to get into the sharing with each other more and more real and honest and you know, that’s where all the healing comes. It’s not so much for the sitting. The sitting is good too, but it’s really just that. And you can’t put too much sitting into a teenager treat. They got too much juice. You don’t want them to be sitting all the time is not good for a teenager.

Adrian

Jeff, would you mind actually leading us through a bit of a closing meditation who we thought it’d be nice to leave our listeners as well. Maybe you can do a quick close.

Jeff Warren

I’d love to. Thank you for asking me. Can I do like a 10 minute practice?

Adrian

Yeah, that’d be great.

Thal

That would be amazing.

Jeff Warren

So what about… I had this idea of what a nice dark with the equanimity principle, the principle that’s there and every vehicle and every um, and try to tune people into that quality because that’s the one thing I want people to be able to remember. Um, and then I kind of go, I’ll go a little bit into the concentration principle. This principle, devoting yourself and learning how to bring your resources together. Um, and there’s a principle simplicity in that that’s so important. And then, and then finish it with a kind of love or compassion principal. So just three principles, exploring three principles, how they might show up in a sitting practice or in moment to moment.

Thal

Perfect.

Jeff Warren

And if you’re driving, don’t do this practice. Or do it in a very light way. Just connect to the spirit of it. Make your driving, make your cars and sights and sounds around you of driving the practice. Just in case we don’t want to have a 10 car pileup. That would be, that would not be good. Whoops. [laughing]

Okay. So you can start by if you like having your eyes kind of open at half mast or closed. It’s really about where you feel comfortable, what makes you feel kind of comfortable, because that’s what we’re aiming for here and I like to start with just a couple of breath, kind of indicate to my body, mind and meditation starting, so breathing in on the inhale, breeding out on the exhale, softening the face and the jaw. Not exhale is like the relaxation, the downward motion, and because I was all stirred up and activated, they’re talking about stuff I was interested in. I can feel there’s a lot of energy and agitation in my system. There might be some in years, so as we breathe out, just imagine you’re kind of like a snowglobe. All that snow is settling in your head and breathing out. As you breathe out, the sediment starts to come down. Let’s explore this first principle, principle of equanimity. This is a principle of opening. It’s about being available to what’s actually happening in experience and there’s a palpable feeling of it. There’s a kind of palpable sense of it we might get. Then often we get it in relationship to something so I to ask you to see if in relationship to my voice, see if you can imagine my voice is just a sound wave that’s floating right through you, so if there’s any bracing, any subtle way in which you’re braced against my voice or you’re kind of tense through the front of your body, seeing if you could just let go of that and open your body through the front of your body opening so that you’re welcoming not only my voice, but all any ambient sounds and where you’re listening. You’re welcoming your own many sensations in your body, even your own thoughts. It’s like you’re kind of letting go and there’s this sort of settling back and letting everything else just come forward and be there and you’re not interfering with it. That tiny adjustment, that whatever it is you just did there, that’s the thing to notice this thing of like there’s only one thing to learn here. It’s like that. Do this all the time. Every moment of the day stopped and let go and breathe and just let yourself come more fully into the present, not fighting with in subtle ways with what’s around you, what’s moving through you. It feels like openness for me. It feels like not being uptight, so the next principle is the principle of commitment, devotion, concentration, simplicity. They’re all ways of talking about the similar thing, which is that we choose something in our experience. Maybe it’s the feeling of the breath or the sense of our whole body just sitting here sense of the whole container of everything. Maybe it sounds so. The the, the thing we devote ourselves to, it can be very wide, could be everything or be very narrow. Just the sensation of breathing at the nose or in the belly and we see if we can get. If we can notice the softest subtlest part, whatever that is that we want to devote ourselves to and we let our thoughts be in the background as best we can. We see if we can as an experiment. Can you bring all qualities of your attention to they all converge on this one juicy thing and what are the keys to this is to find the softest part, the subtlest part, to get curious about that curiosity builds or awareness or discernment or clarity, and there is this delicacy and attention. Can you let your breath slow down, just naturally get very still and very delicately to you into the softest part of the sensation, even if it’s the big quote, “sensation of your own being”. And let the face be soft, no strain. As we get close to the end of this little mini meditation, maybe even let a small smile sort of crack on your lips because the last piece here is about appreciation. It’s about love, about caring, starting with your own experience. Can you smile in a way that’s appreciative of whatever sensations, whatever is going on like you’re your own care or giver your own mother or father secretly delighted by the sensations and feelings, even the hard ones. No, not at the smile. Expand and the kindness of friendliness overflow into images or thoughts that people that you know. If you’re close to mentors, old teachers and grandmothers, pets and animals, friends see you. Breathe, eating and your respect as a key to breathe it into your heart. I’m breathing out your care. Breathing in your, your gratitude for these connections, the sweetness. This is, these are them. These are the people. This is what showed up in your life. Breathing in your thanks. Breathing out your care, sending them your love, your respect and appreciation, and this is the net piece. This idea that we’re in this interconnected web through time and space connected through generations. We breathe in energy through that, that Web, that net, breathing it into our hearts, gathering in that energy is strength as support and then breathing out your own care and respect back through that same network, giving away the blessings of this short practice, not holding onto it for yourself, but sharing the wealth. Thank you. I’ll just bow down to you guys. If I had a bell I’d ring it. There’s a little short practice for you.

Adrian

It was an honour and a pleasure.

Thal

Thank you. 

Jeff Warren

Thank you.